[ locked to Tom Berenson ]

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to bug you, but could you message me when you've got the chance? Or not. It's up to you, really.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Are you ok? Kaylee, what's the matter? Why wouldn't I message you?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

I'm shiny. Could you tell me how Dean's doing?

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Haven't seen him. Is something wrong? What's going on, Kaylee?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

...he ain't been home?

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

If he has, I haven't seen him. Did you ask Sam?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Don't know that Sam's all that interested in talking to me right now.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

I'll ask him.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

He was in GLaDOS running mazes, Sam says he's still upset but he didn't get the entire story from him.

Kaylee, what happened? Talk to me?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

I broke up with him. Clock got me thinking, and I've got too many things running around in my head right now. Said some mean things, got some not so kind things back. That's all.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Got what things running around in your head? What'd you say? What'd he say? I'm worried about both of you now, you're both family. He won't talk to me, he's more likely to talk to Sam if he needs someone to listen.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Feelings. Lot of stuff from home to think about, and what I'm going to do. Got scared, is a lot of it. Said we needed a break, we've both been distant lately. He said he couldn't let me be around for the stuff he'd been going through. Told him he should be able to, but he's got that gorram guilt complex a mile wide. Didn't even know he had the ring until...

It's my doing, I'll own up to that. Just don't let him tear himself apart. I just...ain't ready.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Where are you, Kaylee?

It isn't just your doing, it takes two people to fight. He's an adult just like you are, I'm not going "Oh no, he's all to blame" but..I can't blame you entirely either, ok? Cause that's not fair either.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Working. Writing between wrench turns.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Kaylee, are you on Serenity? Or in Engineering?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Engineering. Got a lot of repairs going, though, won't be here long.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Where will you be after?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Probly down in the city someplace. Got a lot of repairs down there still.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

That's the least specific answer ever, Kaylee.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Hard to be specific when I don't know where I'll end up yet.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

And when you're being evasive? Do you not want to see people or just not me? I really do get it, Kaylee. I just wanna help, ok? Like I said, you're family and I care about you.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Tom, I wouldn't have contacted you if I wasn't interested in seeing you.

[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

I know, I'm just worried about you, Kaylee. Dean too, but Dean has Sam and if anyone can get Dean to talk about anything it is going to be Sam. Somebody has too look in on you too.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

I got a whole crew to look in on me, not to fret.