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[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

Anybody seen a set of mix tapes of awesome rock music? For those not of 20th-21st century Earth, they're these cassettes that use plastic ribbon material to record music on two contained reels. Last seen around the sweet 1967 Chevy Impala in the Hangar.

And you guys firing it up there recently? I better not find holes in my baby, or any of the ships there or I'm using my Security duties on your asses, got it?

EDIT: Also? After this demon mess, if anybody wants protection from possession, come talk to me or my brother Sam. We'll get you set up.

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[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

This is different. Anytime there's something good, something like this comes along to fuck it up. And usually it's freaking demons. So yeah I got good reason for it.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Reason for it or no, Dean. It's not different. It's bad luck and it sucks and I wish as much as you that it hadn't happened to her. But it did, and it's not your fault or my fault or anyone else about.

Yeah, she got hurt, but she's ok now. And she'll get even better. Blaming yourself? It's not going to help, and this wasn't your fault. Trying to get her to blame you just makes everything more...present. Does that make sense? you blame a demon or an alien and it's gone and dead and over with, that's fine. You can put what happened in the grave with it. You blame a living person, someone you care about, and it won't ever end completely.

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[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

I don't blame her, I blame the freaking demon, and my family's screwed up Winchester luck.

In fact, might be good for you to get running at this rate.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

But you want her to blame you. That's just as bad as you blaming her.

Don't be an idiot, Dean. My family's luck is just as screwed up as yours. Or did you forget the bit where my little brother had to send our cousin to kill me?

It's not your fault. None of it is, it's bad luck. So cut it out, no one wants you to martyr.

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[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

I didn't forget. Yeah can't say yours is much better.

I should have suspected it since shit like this always happens. It never stops.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

What, should have suspected that on a war ship in the middle of an intergalactic crises your girlfriend, who was chosen as a soldier in that war, might possibly just maybe at some point get hurt?

No it doesn't stop. Never will. The alternative is being dead or never letting anyone care about you at all. And that's lonely and counterproductive.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

I'm going to take Bobby for a walk. Kiss him or something until he stops being an idiot.

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[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Sure thing.

...thank you, Tom.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

For what? He's not listening to me. But you're welcome.

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[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

For trying. Thank you for at least trying.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

He's my friend too. I know you two are a lot closer, but I'd probably more insane than I already am without Sam and Dean.

I want to help, even if he's being an idiot.

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[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

He's good at that last bit.

In any case, I'm glad you're his friend, Tom.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're both my friends.

Now go make sure he stops that last bit.

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[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Oh, I will.

Ping ya when he's got it figured out.

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[echoofaperson.livejournal.com]

Thanks, it'll be good to know when it's safe to come back.