I don't know. Feelings. Lot of stuff from home to think about, and what I'm going to do. Got scared, is a lot of it. Said we needed a break, we've both been distant lately. He said he couldn't let me be around for the stuff he'd been going through. Told him he should be able to, but he's got that gorram guilt complex a mile wide. Didn't even know he had the ring until...

It's my doing, I'll own up to that. Just don't let him tear himself apart. I just...ain't ready.