Parts of it I wish were handled better...but I'm at fault for what I did. Killing should be the last option I consider. I needed to remember that.

I'm not sure who's, and I would hope they don't do that a lot, or I would be very suspicious of security. As it is, their lack of trust to teenagers makes me not trust them a whole lot, evem if they're trying to do what's best for the crew.

Yeah. Not a lot of us were all that comfortable with that idea. Let's just hope the other Yeerks don't find out.